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לְדָוִד: יְהוָה, אוֹרִי וְיִשְׁעִי

LeDavid Hashem Ori VeYishee

Psalms Chapter 27 תְּהִלִּים

א  לְדָוִד:    יְהוָה, אוֹרִי וְיִשְׁעִי–מִמִּי אִירָא;
יְהוָה מָעוֹז-חַיַּי,    מִמִּי אֶפְחָד.
1 [A Psalm] of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? {N}
The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
ב  בִּקְרֹב עָלַי, מְרֵעִים–    לֶאֱכֹל אֶת-בְּשָׂרִי:
צָרַי וְאֹיְבַי לִי;    הֵמָּה כָשְׁלוּ וְנָפָלוּ.
2 When evil-doers came upon me to eat up my flesh, {N}
even mine adversaries and my foes, they stumbled and fell.
ג  אִם-תַּחֲנֶה עָלַי, מַחֲנֶה–    לֹא-יִירָא לִבִּי:
אִם-תָּקוּם עָלַי, מִלְחָמָה–    בְּזֹאת, אֲנִי בוֹטֵחַ.
3 Though a host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; {N}
though war should rise up against me, even then will I be confident.
ד  אַחַת, שָׁאַלְתִּי מֵאֵת-יְהוָה–    אוֹתָהּ אֲבַקֵּשׁ:
שִׁבְתִּי בְּבֵית-יְהוָה,    כָּל-יְמֵי חַיַּי;
לַחֲזוֹת בְּנֹעַם-יְהוָה,    וּלְבַקֵּר בְּהֵיכָלוֹ.
4 One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: {N}
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, {N}
to behold the graciousness of the LORD, and to visit early in His temple.
ה  כִּי יִצְפְּנֵנִי, בְּסֻכֹּה–    בְּיוֹם רָעָה:
יַסְתִּרֵנִי, בְּסֵתֶר אָהֳלוֹ;    בְּצוּר, יְרוֹמְמֵנִי.
5 For He concealeth me in His pavilion in the day of evil; {N}
He hideth me in the covert of His tent; He lifteth me up upon a rock.
ו  וְעַתָּה יָרוּם רֹאשִׁי, עַל אֹיְבַי סְבִיבוֹתַי,    וְאֶזְבְּחָה בְאָהֳלוֹ, זִבְחֵי תְרוּעָה;
אָשִׁירָה וַאֲזַמְּרָה,    לַיהוָה.
6 And now shall my head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me; and I will offer in His tabernacle sacrifices with trumpet-sound; {N}
I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD.
ז  שְׁמַע-יְהוָה קוֹלִי אֶקְרָא;    וְחָנֵּנִי וַעֲנֵנִי. 7 Hear, O LORD, when I call with my voice, and be gracious unto me, and answer me.
ח  לְךָ, אָמַר לִבִּי–בַּקְּשׁוּ פָנָי;    אֶת-פָּנֶיךָ יְהוָה אֲבַקֵּשׁ. 8 In Thy behalf my heart hath said: ‘Seek ye My face’; Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
ט  אַל-תַּסְתֵּר פָּנֶיךָ, מִמֶּנִּי–    אַל תַּט-בְּאַף, עַבְדֶּךָ:
עֶזְרָתִי הָיִיתָ;    אַל-תִּטְּשֵׁנִי וְאַל-תַּעַזְבֵנִי, אֱלֹהֵי יִשְׁעִי.
9 Hide not Thy face from me; put not Thy servant away in anger; {N}
Thou hast been my help; cast me not off, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
י  כִּי-אָבִי וְאִמִּי עֲזָבוּנִי;    וַיהוָה יַאַסְפֵנִי. 10 For though my father and my mother have forsaken me, the LORD will take me up.
יא  הוֹרֵנִי יְהוָה, דַּרְכֶּךָ:    וּנְחֵנִי, בְּאֹרַח מִישׁוֹר–לְמַעַן, שׁוֹרְרָי. 11 Teach me Thy way, O LORD; and lead me in an even path, because of them that lie in wait for me.
יב  אַל-תִּתְּנֵנִי, בְּנֶפֶשׁ צָרָי:    כִּי קָמוּ-בִי עֵדֵי-שֶׁקֶר, וִיפֵחַ חָמָס. 12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine adversaries; for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out violence.
יג  לוּלֵא–הֶאֱמַנְתִּי, לִרְאוֹת בְּטוּב-יְהוָה:    בְּאֶרֶץ חַיִּים. 13 If I had not believed to look upon the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living!–
יד  קַוֵּה, אֶל-יְהוָה:    חֲזַק, וְיַאֲמֵץ לִבֶּךָ; וְקַוֵּה, אֶל-יְהוָה. 14 Wait on the LORD; be strong, and let thy heart take courage; yea, wait thou for the LORD. {P}

The Smiles We Knew

BEST FRIENDS

My friend that he was

Is not the friend that is now

Those smiles I knew

Himself won’t allow

 

Distrusting my heart

He stares into my eyes

And while looking there

We hear our souls cry

 

Wish I could get back

To the way that we were

When our love was passionate

And our feelings sure

 

Will he come back

To hold me again

All our secrets to share

In love, two best friends?

 

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COMPLACENCY

 

What’s it matter that you’re gone

Rosebuds are here

Jeweled veils too

Dripping from my walls

 

Your fingers would only smudge me

Soil my heart and life

 

Love reflections still abound

Fine letters too

Pink flowers dot

All my earthen pathways

 

© copyright 2002-2012 Shoshana Rose

On American Road

SOMEONE SAVE ME

I cry, I walk

I sleep, I sigh

I pray, I wait

I want, I try

 

To find myself

In a peaceful lot

To rest awhile

In a sunny spot

 

But life is hard

With my overload

I feel heavy

On American road

 

Where is home?

Who am I?

Someone save me

Hear my cry

 Gold Gulch Meadow

 ©Shoshi Free 2002-2013

Nudists in Balboa Park!

GOLD GULCH

Here is where I learned to listen

to the songs of the trees

Here is where the grasses glisten

with light and gentle breeze

 

Here is where you loved me

 

Here is where the sky I noticed

from my lonely shell

Here is where your soul touched mine

oh how you rang my bell!

 

Yes, here is where you loved me

 

Here is where the city mixes

with fragrant, earthy delight

Here is where our smiles were long

far from this sad, dark night

 

Because here is where you loved me

 

And here is where our bodies fell

into torn feelings of awe

Here is where we drown each other

with dew and skin so raw

 

For here is where you loved me

 

Ah here is where our bodies merged

joined together in song

Here is where we lost ourselves

and fretfully practiced wrong

 

But here is where you loved me

 

So here is where we parted ways

forced to say goodbye

Here is where we hung our heads

shamed with tears in our eyes

 

Yet here is where you loved me

 

Now here is where I come to cry

to write and to remember

For here is where the coal still burns

and lights my frozen members

 

It’s here I’ll always love you……

The “49″ in this image refers to 1849!

A lucky college student rolled Hollywood sex goddess Mae West down El Prado (in a rollerchair) June 9, 1935. As she entered Gold Gulch someone hit the bull’s eye and all lights went out. Mae applauded the “little woman,” wearing a clinging black dress and a large-brimmed hat, who swivelled her body into an hourglass shape and said, “Why don’t you come up sometime and see me?” at Midget Village. Upon being told the fleet would be in the following day, Mae remarked, “I’m sorry I didn’t know the fleet was coming in tomorrow as I certainly would have come down then. I’m very patriotic that way.”

The fleet Mae missed arrived June 11, fifty-eight thousand officers and enlisted men in the largest concentration of ships to anchor and dock in San Diego up to that time. Most of the men behaved; however, one red-bearded sailor took several rides in rolling chairs and ate several hot dogs and bags of popcorn without paying, turned a fire hose on the nudists, and induced two sailors to swim across the reflecting pool in the Plaza del Pacifico.

California Pacific Exposition San Diego 1935-1936

Gold Gulch occupied a canyon between the model homes behind the Palace of Better Housing and Pepper Grove, near today’s horse stables for the San Diego Police Department. Here unpainted shacks, an iron- barred bank, a Chinese restaurant and laundry, a dance and music hall, a sign before a brown shack reading “Gold Gulch Planter – Tin Coffins Made to Order,” and a dummy suspended in midair from a hangtown tree recreated the atmosphere of a mining town in the Days of ’49. Barkers lured “drugstore cowboys” to a “shootin’ gallery,” where, if they were lucky, they could put out the lights everywhere in the Gulch by hitting the bull’s eye.

In the interim between first and second seasons, directors decided changes were in order. As Gold Gulch and the Midway — the most popular attractions at the Exposition — were considered too risque for families, they were abandoned. The directors did not renew Richard Requa’s contract. Instead they chose his assistant Louis Bodmer to be supervising architect. Bodmer embellished the grounds with moderne motifs that clashed with its Spanish-Revival character. The most glaring of these was his design of an antiseptic and orderly one-half mile Amusement Zone to replace the honky-tonk Midway of 1935. Streamlined buildings surrounded a rectangular plaza planted with grass and flowers, with a Fountain of Youth at the end of a longitudinal axis. Miles of fluorescent neon tubing tied buildings together. A “Days of ’49 Stockade,” with dining hall and dance floor, across the northern end of the plaza, replaced the notorious Gold Gulch. The infamous Gold Gulch Gertie was, however, nowhere to be seen.

A colony of about fifty nudists read books, played handball and ate vegetables in Zoro Garden, at the northern tip of Gold Gulch. Patrons of the Gulch were quick at finding knot holes in the wood fence between the two attractions. Compared to “Gold Gulch Gertie,” who was arrested for impersonating Lady Godiva, and to dancers along the Midway, the nudists were models of decorum. Chief of Police George Sears saw that the women wore brassieres and G-strings. The men, who were past their prime, had long beards and wore trunks. The “Zoro” in Zoro Garden was the name of a bogus sun-god whose full name was supposed to be Zoroaster, the name of a Persian prophet.

Pioneer merchant George W. Marston, pastor of the First Methodist Church Dr. Walter Sherman, and president of the County Federation of Women’s Clubs Mrs. Karl Thompson protested the nudist show in January. Mrs. Walter Gatrell was not distressed by the nudity, but she objected to the barkers shouting “Beautiful women in the nude,” as the women were “neither beautiful nor nude.” The Exposition had already given up Gold Gulch and the Midway to placate bluestockings, but it drew the line where nudists were concerned. They were, after all, the Exposition’s most lucrative outdoor attraction.

MUMMY MAN

 Bound up & aching

He holds himself back

Far from his feelings

Forgetting his lack

 

Pressing on for the giants

Lusts for money & fame

Sold out to the lies

Still playing the game

 

Wanting to want again

But lost his way home

That place in himself

Where he’s never alone

 

Existing in goodness

Feeling at rest

Not driven by voices

Not rushing, not pressed

 

Satisfied with the simple

The smiles in the slow

Nature of what’s natural

Where the soft breezes blow

 

Who will unwrap him

From this his cocoon

Give him back life

Lift him from gloom?

 

Only the God of Menorahs

His God of the light

The one & true savior

From his wearisome fight

GLORIOUS OAK TREE RAMONA CALIFORNIA LEAP YEAR 2008

©shoshana rose

 freedom road poetry 10 year anniversary 2002-2012

Love Garden

Love Garden

I have a love garden
Just for you
Where trees sway and dance
Heart rocks aren’t a few

Where tiny birds sing
Their greet-the-day songs
Where life lingers always
Here’s where you’ll belong

It’s a secret, fine place
Cast in shadows of white
Sweet, misty clean mornings
Peaceful sleeping at night

Lie down on the warm earth
Your sandals remove
Finally here in my garden
My love now I’ll prove

 

 

© 2002—2012 Shoshana Rose

Shabtai & Shoshana Israeli Dancing Videos

It’s finally up!…iMemories just finished transferring the 20 minutes of video video footage from July 2001–(10 years ago, already!)–of Shabtai & I dancing at Yoni Carr’s Israeli Folk Dance Session in La Jolla, California. :)   And yes, I change tops after the first dance, in the first video.  Look for me in the orange tank top for the remainder of dances.

I will write more  about Shabtai & I later, when my head isn’t pounding so hard from a nasty flu I caught after getting back here to Florida a week ago.  Also when I’m feeling better, I will try editing both clips; making them lighter as it was very dark in Beth El Synagogue where we used to dance with Yoni.  It was great lighting for dance and romance but not so good for photos and videos.

Shabtai & Shoshana Israeli Dancing Part One

http://www.facebook.com/v/1951010155102

PART TWO

http://www.facebook.com/v/1951019395333

So sorry you have to click through to view the clips.  Facebook calls it an embed but as you can see, it’s just a link.  Sigh.

MOTHER OF DANCE

Yoni is

A princess fair

With beautiful eyes

And sexy, red hair

When she dances

Oh how the heart sings

To see such grace

It’s as though she has wings

Everyone loves

Yoni’s smiles so bright

She lights up a room

And a dark night

All those who know her

Sing her praises out loud:

“There’s no one like Yoni

Who can inspire such a crowd!”

Left-footed and clumsy

At one time we all were

But her patient, clear guidence

Gave us mastery for sure

So come to Beth El

In La Jolla and you’ll see

Big, smiling faces

Filled with joy & glee

Watch Yoni in action

Demonstrating her poise

But be quiet while she’s teaching

Please don’t make a noise

It’s only six bucks

What a deal! – for a class

Then open dancing & schmoozing

Or just sit on your ……

All of us here

Are just regular folks

Laughing and dancing

And telling dumb jokes

We’re ready for you

To come join in the fun

So grab up your family

And out the door run

Over to Yoni’s

Big dance floor, all wood

Where the music from Israel

Sounds better than good

And if that’s not enough

To entice your soul

Just remember I told you

When life takes it’s toll

That there’s nothing better

For lifting you up

Than to hold hands with your brother

And drink from life’s cup

Of the smiles in singing,

And dancing and song

It’ll carry you through the week

And all your life long!

copyright 2002-2011 Shoshana Rose All Rights Reserved

BIG $ Money!!

Hi guys!  I’ve been busy-busy preparing for my move home to San Diego and today I made a whopping $41.00 dollars at my Art Yard Sale. :( Wrong venue!

Check out the entire album on Facebook with 26 photos by clicking: –> SALE

If you want to be my friend on Facebook please add me: SHOSHILAY

ART YARD SALE VIDEO ON FACEBOOK:

http://www.facebook.com/v/1836958703887

The Dance With Death

Hey there people in the matrix! I welcome you to my new NO bullshit blog.

This is me on a date with Jose

My name is Shoshana Rose.

At the time of this writing, I am 47 years old.  I live in Central Florida, about half-way between Daytona Beach and Orlando.

I am a Grand Mother.  Though they say I’m too young to be a Granny. :)   (Thank you very much to all my fans and friends who tell me that!)

For three and a half years–from early 2008 until April 2011 (this year!)–I struggled with alcohol addiction.  And yes, I was pretty damn toasted in the photo on the left! And I’ll tell you more about that dark time in a future post but right now I want to share the good news! :)

I AM SOBER!  I AM FREE!

It’s true, this is no bullshit.  I am totally, 100% cured of my love for Jose Cuervo & Dionysus.  On August 27th I celebrated 4 months of not only 100% sobriety, without even one drop of wine but more, I didn’t experience a hard time of it. Wow!  “The Lord is my STRENGTH”, is my mantra and it really, truly works.  Hallelujah!  Saved by GRACE.  God loves me!

Now don’t worry…I’m not gonna get preachy on you here. The purpose of this new blog is to INSPIRE you! To model FREEDOM & LIBERTY; show you what it means to be truly FREE, without reliance on alcohol and addictive processed foods. For when I was drinking–first tequila, then vino–I also succumbed, eventually, to indulging in junk food. UGH! It almost killed me, guys!

So welcome to the real, sober, unadulterated me: SHOSHI FREE ;)

The photos here below were taken the year before I began dating Jose & Dionysus on a daily basis.  It was an exciting, over-whelming time in my life.  I was making more money than I’d ever dreamed possible, was in the best shape I’d ever been in my life–”ballet skinny”, as I called it–had so many friends that I couldn’t keep up, and found myself a rising star in my career field as well as on youtube.  Whew!

Oh, and for those of you who know me from past blogs, videos and various social networking sites around the world wide web, don’t worry!–I won’t be posting my topless or nude ART on this blog.  Yes, yes, I am still very proud of my naked body but I figure it best to be more of a tease and not to give you the whole enchilada, for free! ;)

Hike to Domelands/Windcaves

Bikini Hiker Anza Borrego Desert~April 2007

In the other photos from the Windcaves/Domelands hike for my 43rd birthday, I was naked on top of one of the domes, with a pink, silk veil blowing in the WIND! To my eye, the images show my body at it’s ballet best. Some of you who will read this post might recall those pictures and wish you could see them again. You may even email me and bug me to send you naked pictures. Well forget it! Don’t ask, okay? Someday, I may (or may not) put up a sexy website for subscribers but don’t hold your breath. It’s too much work for me to manage by my wee self while at the same time devoting most of time to my various creative pursuits. In order to launch a revenue generating website, I would need a business partner and manager!

Prancing in the Waves~La Jolla, CA

I should've gotten completely naked for this shoot but we weren't at a nude beach :)

San Diego Convention Center Fountain Park 2007

Okay, one more photo for this post because I need to eat something, oivay! It’s 2:30 pm on a Wednesday and I haven’t eaten anything but a tablespoon of bee pollen and local wild honey today. I’m STARVING! LOL

Shoshana Queen of Hearts

Why do you go about sighing, dear friend
That burden you carry so plain to see
Put mind to the matter
The world can mend
We’re not numbers
Shout it out: “I AM ME”!!!