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To My Generous Matrix Patron: Thank You Jason!

 THANK YOU SWEETY!

This quick post today–Friday, September 29th, 2012 at 6:51am EST in Central Florida, USA–is a SHOUT OUT TO JASON!  He gave me permission to thank him here in cyber-space. :)

Jason chose these two books for me from my WISHLIST on Amazon. They arrived some time within the past week and I am just now getting time in my busy schedule to post about it.

This is the second gift Jason has sent me this year. I don’t know him in the real world and have no face to go with his name, but he knows me!  And he comments on my blog from time-to-time and always is uplifting.  He recognizes my generosity to my Matrix Fans and likewise blesses me in return.

I like Jason. :) And in exchange for his PATRONAGE, he received his choice of video clips. Please see my former post: Sensual Videos & Patronage Privileges in which I outline how you too can get my BEST LOVED OF ALL TIME Inspiring, SexXy video logs.  I have three and they are juicy! ;)

DISCLAIMER: My sexy videos are NOT PORNOGRAPHY! I have not and do not participate in video tapings of having sex with another person! I DISBELIEVE in PORNOGRAPHY but I DO BELIEVE in ART!

A great deal of the art I have done over the past 6 years has been quite SEXY, that’s true; I couldn’t help it!  For, after finding myself with a beautiful body and brains, during the time in 2006 when I went RAW ORGANIC in my diet, was dancing 12 hours a week in College Dance Classes and began working as a professional Erotic Body Worker, well folks, the truth is, a sensual MUSE overtook me!  It was a FORCE that slammed into my being and transformed me.  The more time I devoted to a pure lifestyle, the sexier I felt and behaved.  And so I came to believe that the Creator must certainly have a sexy side!

And it’s quite fitting, don’t you think, that a girl named SHOSHANA would wind-up being gifted with a personality corresponding to the virtues of her name?  “Shoshana“, after all, is only mentioned once in the Bible, found in the one-and-only sexy book in the Bible: The Shir Ha Shirim/The Song of Songs (often referred to by Christians as The Song of Solomon)

1 I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys.

2 As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.

3 As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.

4 He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love.

Song of Songs chapter 2 verses 1-4

From the Hebrew Bible, Verse 1: “Shoshana” is the fourth word from the right and is spelled Shin-Vav-Shin-Nun-Hey

שושנת

אני חבצלת השרון שושנת העמקים׃

Verses one and two are spoken by the male lover, verses three and four are the female lover’s response.  I find it fascinating that the male here is the one whose name is Shoshana and declares himself a Lily of the valleys and then says his love is also a lily. Yet she does not reply and call him a flower in return, as he calls himself, she says that he is like a TREE; a sheltering, laden-with-fruit, scrumptious, juicy tree!  A banquet of LOVE!

From these verses I derived the primary symbolism for my Coat of Arms. SHOSHANA ROSE represents ART LOVE & BEAUTY  and it is these three that are my foundation  and embody the ideals of my mission on earth.

Introduction to “Shir HaShirim” – The Song of Songs

Introduction to the Introduction to “Shir HaShirim”

“Shir HaShirim,” The Song of Songs, is one of the five “Megilot,” or Sacred Scrolls, that are part of the Hebrew Bible. It is a timeless allegory of the relationship between HaShem and the People of Israel, in terms of the love between a man and a woman. It is recited on “Pesach,” the Holiday that celebrates the liberation of the Jewish People from slavery in Egypt.

On “Shabbat Chol HaMoed,” the Shabbat that occurs during the Intermediate Days of the Holiday, or on the Seventh Day of that Holiday when Shabbat coincides with that day, the reading of the “Megilah” of “Shir HaShirim” is incorporated into the Services in most synagogues in the Jewish world.

It is most appropriate that this “Megilah” be read on the Holiday of Pesach, because this Holiday is the “Holiday of Spring,” the Holiday of the return of life, of creativity, to the world. Its theme is “love,” the rebirth of which is also symbolized by Spring.

As mentioned above, this “Megilah” is an “allegory” for the relationship between G-d and Israel in terms of the love of a man for a woman. The “mashal,” or the “metaphor,” focuses on the man and the woman; the “nimshal,” or referent, is the relationship between HaShem and the People of Israel. According to the RAMBAM, a twelfth century Torah giant of the Jewish People, the highest form of relationship between a human being and HaShem is the relationship based on love, “Ahavat HaShem,” even higher than the relationship built on fear or reverence, “Yirat HaShem.” The RAMBAM continues, “Just as when a man loves a particular woman, he cannot remove her from his thoughts, with just such intensity should a person love HaShem.

And since Judaism regards the relationship between a man and a woman as potentially holy, Rabbi Akiva argued (Mishnah Yadayim 3:5) for the inclusion of Shir HaShirim in the Sacred Canon when its inclusion was questioned because of the apparent earthiness of the “mashal.” He said that if all the other Books of the Bible are considered “Kedoshim,” Holy, then Shir HaShirim must be considered “Kodesh Kodoshim,” the Holiest of the Holy, because both its “mashal” and its “nimshal” are holy.

See full article here: http://www.ou.org/chagim/pesach/shir.htm

A Note from Shoshana Rose:

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grace the glitter fairy

Thanks Again, Jason! :)

Take A Walk On The Wild Side

Much Love and thanks to my friend THOR for shooting pictures with me yesterday!  It was a good laugh honey!

I call this photo shoot “Cinema”.

The combined effect of the lighting, costume, and rather spooky make up by MAC look to me very theatrical.  The gloves I am wearing are Vintage 1880′s.  The long flapper necklace is Vintage 1920′s and the Rhinestone Clip earrings are from the 1950′s. The fan is from China.

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Musing on David’s Art

David Diaz & Shoshana Rose

This morning I’ve been busily musing upon the art of David Diaz.  He posted a mermaid image on his Facebook profile this week and I can’t stop thinking about her.  About the mermaid!  The design and colors of the work drawn me in:

I am swimming with her

Nurturing the whales

I don a golden tail✫.¸¸.*¨`*.♥

David and I have been friends since 2007 after meeting on Friendster.  We were drawn together by our mutual interest & love for beauty and art.

Today I am in colorful, happy mood as a result of DD’s art.  And I thought about that and it occurred to me that his art invokes the muse.  He’s a Wizard and his paint brush is his wand!

Art is therapy, folks.  Art in all it’s forms.  So when the rush of modern life gets you down, and you can’t find your happy thought to give you warm fuzzies, seek out art.  Let your imagination run free.  Visualize love.  See beauty with your inner eye.

This method of meditation clears the cobwebs.  Light emanates from the brain when colorful thoughts are processed.  Contrariwise, darkness oozes from the mind when bad news and chaos is the focus.

Turn off the damn news and bathe your mind in memories of love whilst viewing beautiful art.  Walk into the paintings…into the realm of a Wizard!

What dreams may come✫.¸¸.*¨`*.♥

Mother Nature by David Diaz

 

PLUGGED & WIRED

Screens are their faces

Wires are their tails

They boast with their mouths

Their stings never fail

Lies scream out from the glass

Pounding down our brains

Who will have ears to hear

To listen to the earth’s birth pains

Plugged & wired do you fastly run

All the while thinking

“Boy, this is fun!”

But OY! Is this fun?

Will you choose life

Or the evil set up

When oh when will we hear

When will the monsters shut up?

When will we look up?

 

Copyright Shoshana Rose 2002-2012

How To Bake Challah: A Photographic Tutorial by Shoshana

Twenty-three years ago when my youngest son was a toddler, I starting baking Challah on Fridays for our home Shabbat (Sabbath) service and meal. Even though at that time I had not yet officially converted to Judaism, I possessed what my Rabbi called: “A Jewish Soul”.

Learning to create consistently fine loaves of bread took finding and experimenting with recipes, and lots of practice kneading the dough into the just-right consistency.  Baking yeast breads can be tricky, particularly if you’re not careful about the water temperature when dissolving the yeast.  Also, if you over-knead the dough, adding too much flour, your bread will not have that cake-like texture that a perfect loaf of Challah should have.  By the way, it’s the egg in each loaf that gives the bread is softness.

Ball of dough for two loaves after twenty minutes kneading

Here is a series of photos I took on Friday, July 27th, 2012 which show how to proceed in forming your loaves of Challah after it’s risen and doubled in bulk.  The recipe below should be doubled if you want two loaves; just be careful not to add too much flour!  The amount of flour in each loaf can vary between 4 to 5 cups and the trick is to leave the dough a slight-bit tacky to your touch at completion of kneading….I learned this hard way until a friend of mine who was an experienced bread baker told me the secret.

Smooth and not over-kneaded

RECIPE FOR ONE LOAF

(double for Sephardi traditional two-loaf requirement)

4 -5 cups- Organic, unbleached flour

1.25 cups- Spring water, (90° to 115°F, should feel warm and comfortable).

.25 cup- Olive oil or melted, organic butter

.25 cup- Organic sugar, molasses or raw honey

1 teaspoon- Celtic Sea Salt or Himalayan Salt

1 package- Rapid Rise or Regular Yeast

2 eggs- Organic, hormone-free, cage-free eggs (one egg for inside of loaf, one egg yoke to glaze bread with)

1 teaspoon- Sunflower or poppy seeds

CHALLAH MAKING TUTORIAL

  1. Pour yeast from packet into a large mixing bowl then add the warm water.  Stir with wooden spoon until dissolved. The mixture will look cloudy.
  2. In a separate bowl, mix together egg, oil, salt and sugar. Add to yeasty water and stir.
  3. Add the flour one cup at a time, stirring thoroughly after each cup.  The dough will get increasingly sticky at first but keep slowly adding the flour and eventually it will ball-up and pull away from the sides of the bowl.  At that point you want to gather up the mass and plop it onto a well-floured, wooden cutting board.
  4. Rub your hands in the flour and slowly sprinkle more and more flour onto the dough ball as you knead it deeply.  At first it should be quite wet and need handfuls of flour until it begins to feel smooth and does not stick to your hands.  But again, you don’t want to add too much flour at this point, so take your time.  The finished dough ball should feel slightly tacky and be shiny and smooth. This step in the Challah making process is laborious and it’s a good work out for the arms and shoulders.  Plus, if you’re like me, you can pray for your family and/or the people you are baking your Challah for, as you work the dough for 10 to 20 minutes. I like to listen to music while making my bread; thinking about God, Family and the New Jerusalem to come.
  5. When your dough is finished being kneaded to perfection, set it inside a clean, lightly-oiled bowl; cover with a kitchen towel and set in a warm place for 1-2 hours and until it’s doubled it’s size. Keep checking it, particularly if you use rapid-rise yeast. You don’t want to let the mass over-rise because that will ruin your bread!

Ready to cut into balls, roll into ropes and braid

6. At 10:05am I finished the first kneading and set the dough in a warm closet on a high shelf until it had risen and doubled in bulk.

At 11:42am I finished the quick re-knead of the risen dough, (see image on the left) punching it down and pushing the air bubbles out of it; careful not to add but a slight dusting of flour to the clean bread board.

7. Now the dough is ready to be divided into eight, equal balls, then formed into dough ropes for braiding.

Use a sharp knife to divide the ball in half, and each half in half, etc., until you have four, equally proportioned dough balls per loaf.

8. Now you will patiently roll out each ball into a rope of dough for braiding. My Challah are braided with four strands each.  Be patient with the dough at this point because it will be very elastic, if you’ve made it correctly.  It should spring back into form when you make an impression in it.  Each rope should be rolled-out 12 to 18 inches in length.

9. Begin your braid with the rope on the right, weaving over-under-over and as you braid your loaf, continue to pick up strands on the right, alternating your weave as you go. Over-under-over; Under-over-under…repeat until you reach the end.

10. When you reach the end of each loaf and the ropes are short, this is when you do your best to tightly weave the pointed ends, then pinch the tips together and tuck underneath the loaf; making the look aesthetically appealing. See photo above on far right and photos below.

Finished and Tucked First End

Flip the bread board around and repeat finishing on the final end.

11. Gingerly pick up and set your braided loaves side-by-side onto a lightly-oiled (or buttered) baking sheet. You may also use parchment paper without greasing it. Now it’s time to set the loaves to rise until they are doubled in size.  Like before, when you set the ball of dough to rise, this step will take at least another hour depending upon the yeast and the temperature of your home.

As you can see in this image, the loaf in the rear of the photo looks somewhat FUNKY! That’s because I was clumsy and the baking sheet slid off the counter as I set the loaf on it. Thankfully I caught the pan and dough in mid-fall or I would’ve lost the whole loaf!

12. After your loaves have risen the second time and doubled in size, preheat the oven to 350°F degrees.  While the oven pre-heats it is time to prepare the egg-glaze.  Mix one egg yoke with a teaspoon of cold spring water and lightly brush the mixture over both loaves. Sprinkle seeds on top of loaves, or leave naked if your kids/husband/family/friends/you prefer plain bread. :)   Personally I love seeds of all sorts and the ones I used on this baking day were organic, raw sunflower seeds.

13. When the oven is fully pre-heated, set the baking sheet on a rack in the center of the oven. Bake times vary depending upon altitude but usually the timing is 30 – 40 minutes. As you experiment with baking your Challah on Friday’s, in preparation for the Shabbat, over time you’ll learn your oven and exactly how long it will take to make the perfect loaves. The bread should have a nice drum-type sound when you pull it from the oven and tap on the side of the loaves. The color should be a deep, golden brown.

The Saved Loaf! May look funny but still tasted good :)

14. Set hot loaves onto baking racks to cool.  Note that they will continue to cook on the inside for a little while. Cooling time should be at least an hour before blessing and eating.

SHABBAT SHALOM!

We had a single loaf at my friend David’s home in Carlsbad that night. The other loaf I had baked for Robin’s children.

Ha-Motzi Blessing Over Bread

Hebrew Transliteration followed by the English translation:
Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha-olam
(Blessed are You, Lord, our God, King of the Universe)
hamotzi lechem min ha’aretz. (Amein).
(who brings forth bread from the earth. Amen)

To watch a video clip of me blessing the candles, wine and Challah, click –> HERE

And no, I did not drink even a tiny sip of the wine….I simply touched the goblet to my lips. :)   That day–July 27th, 2012–marked my 15 month anniversary of sobriety. WooHoo!

A New Kind of Race

My totally awesome, artist-clairvoyant friend, Kris Cahill, shared the above image on crackbook yesterday and I love it so much that I want to spread it around too.

This message is good and true and is one we should heed.  Enough is enough I say…it’s time to focus on proper actions.

If Napoleon Hill was right about our sub-conscience minds, that they magnetize and attract to us the things we think about, then it stands to reason that if we’re to achieve a new world of peace, love and joy, then our thoughts and actions need to be wholly aligned with peace, love and joy!  To continually feed upon the drama and chaos of daily world events we only serve to thwart our progress toward peace.

Quotes by Napoleon Hill …

“Every adversity, every failure, every heartache carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit.” — Napoleon Hill

“Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything.”
– Napoleon Hill

“Patience, persistence and perspiration make an unbeatable combination for success.” — Napoleon Hill

“The subconscious mind makes no distinction between constructive and destructive thought impulses. It works with the material we feed it, through our thought impulses. The sub-conscious mind will translate into reality a thought driven by fear, just as readily as it will translate into reality a thought driven by courage or faith.”
– Napoleon Hill

ANNOUNCING A NEW KIND OF RACE

Line up everyone

To the new track meet

A race with a finish line

Where you’ll never be beat

‘Cuz the purpose of running

Is not just to win

Some sort of ribbon

Then do it again

This race is different

It’s about running with heart

For people & planet

Each one doing their part

Come join me friends

All you with compassion

Let’s make a difference

Marrying words with some action

There’s so many hurting

Down in the dark city

Broken hearts that are crying

Let’s muster our pity!

Artists are gifted

From God above

So let’s use our talents

To spread joy & love

My Florida Summer Garden 2012

Sunday, July 1st, 2012/5:15am EST~Deltona, Florida USA

Hi guys, here is a video slideshow I made yesterday of my little cottage garden.  I am not happy with the “pan and zoom” transition feature I used between pictures as it cut off the outer edges of each image! :(   Oh well, I am out of practice with video editing.

The climbing rose bush in this slideshow is three years old.  I planted her in May 2009 when I first moved in.  The sunflowers you see were started in April by the “shake, scatter and grow” method.  As I knew I would be leaving this house permanently this summer, I didn’t labor over an organized, well-maintained garden and instead went with a WILD one.

The tomato bushes volunteered themselves from some compost that a friend gave me.  I composted the small bed under the window where I planted mints, aloe and lavender.  As of today, the tomatoes are ready to harvest and eat–YUM!–nothing like home-grown tomatoes!!

Of course everything is ORGANIC and you can see by the photos of the locust, I even take a fascination with my garden pests. :)

Growing and watering my little garden every morning has been a sure therapy for me this year.  As the news around the world gets worse every day, my flowers have gotten BIGGER and bring me such joy to look upon that I forget all the bad news and internal strife as well.

I highly recommend trying my simple shake, scatter and grow method for starting a small garden.  It’s perfect if you’re a busy person and it’s also a good one to try if you’re a beginner at gardening.  Just make sure to keep the seeds moist; daily watering is the ticket to abundance of growth, as well as a sunny location.

REAL FOOD!