“Peace, peace, to the far and to the near....”
Those of you who know me and have followed me since 2007 when I began blogging online and vlogging on youtube, you know that I am a quirky girl. I put up blogs, websites and youtube channels only to yank them back down when I get “in a mood”. Or should I say, “out of the mood”? Probably I am, umm...what’s it called....a “crazy artist”? HIGHS and l...o...w...s, oivay!
So thanks to those of you who have not only put up with me since I last went offline in the fall of 2012, but also, I thank you for keeping in touch, sending me cards and gifts and yes, praying for me. I love you all! Especially my sons, who are grown men and who love and understand their Momma! My sons are my best friends in all the world and they are the reason that I am back in Florida, even though it took me a VERY LONG TIME to adjust to this place; having grown up and lived in San Diego County for my entire life prior to coming here in December 2008. I would also like to thank my ex-husband and the father of my children (to whom I was married to for 10 years, from the time I was 16 years old) for being graciously hospitable to me over the 2012/2013 Christmas/New Year holiday season, even though we do not see eye-to-eye on many things.
Now, while I may be a woman who admires virtue, wholesomeness, family relations and spiritually charged experiences, you also know that I am pretty open-minded when it comes to sexuality. Many of you have been past readers and viewers on former sexy blogs and sites of mine. More than a few of you have written to me and begged for me to re-publish former videos and my erotic writings. Last year I built a subscriber site—“Renaissance Lady”—only to lose steam later and take the site down. For whatever reason, I have NOT been blessed with a business-mindset. Trying to harness my sexual, creative power to put forward into a residual-income-generating business endeavor has always wound up blocking my flow. Go figure.
So, regarding those of you who keep in touch and are in my “inner circle” of friends and fans; those of you who have made an effort to keep in-touch and to be open and honest with me about who you are, as of yesterday (May 17th, 2013) I have picked back up my Sexy blog project on blogger. However, I have set that site to private; accessible only to the readers I choose, who will receive a password to log in and view my sexy content.
I am not intending to charge money for it because that would limit the readership to those who pay me, and seeing how I never have written any of my erotica, nor filmed my video logs with the prior intention of earning dollars from my art, I see that my best creative work is that which comes straight from my heart and soul. This has been the case since I was young and whenever I made something beautiful that I showed to my business-man Father.....he would say: “Wow, that’s beautiful, you could/should sell that”. And I remember always feeling the same two feelings when I’d get that response from him: At first I’d feel elation that my Dad was impressed with me/my creations, but when I’d imagine having to create things strictly for the purpose of selling them, suddenly I lost the urge to create. It’s very difficult for me to force myself to do things that I don’t “feel” good doing!
NAVIGATING THIS BLOG
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The “pages” featured on this blog are there because they are the most prominent and meaningful to me. Pages differ from “posts”. Posts are where you find my “journal” entries in chronological order, because a blog is basically an online diary. If you are wanting to read through my posts from current and backwards, simply scroll down the home page and continue on and on and on. If you want to peruse a particular subject on a stream of thought in and amongst my posts, click on one of the frequently used tags in the tag cloud down below in this side bar. Or, use the pull-down category box. Of course you can always search for a particular, random word or topic in the search box above my Coat-of-Arms Gravatar at the top of this side bar.
Those of you who want access to my sexy blog on blogger, you need to email me. If you don’t know my email address by now, then you’re not someone I would approve for viewing. Sorry. No exceptions.
That’s it for now people.
MUAH
xoxox
Shoshi
Prelude
An interesting take on the Sambatyon. From what I recall it is a river the keeps apart the lost tribes from the land of Israel. I can well imagine those tribes lamenting and singing this song as they think about their lost homeland.
Or am reading this from the wrong prospective? Maybe I am confusing matters a litte. The song relates to one of the lost tribes, right?
The fact I knew what the Sambatyon is without having to ‘google’ it deserves Shoshi blowing me a kiss across the void of cyberspace.
Yes, I am impressed, Mark Casey!
Probably most readers will have no clue as to what I am talking about in my song.
As far as I understand it, from my research and experience with visions & revelations, the Sambatyon is not a physical river but a mystical one. Perhaps I should’ve used the word “mystical” and not mythical because mythical implies fairy tale; something not true but allegorical and I believe the Sambatyon really exists in the non-physical, invisible realm. Actually, I know it does. I’ve seen it and I’ve crossed it, in more ways than one. Lucky Seeker, Me.
The river is an attitude; a spiritual habit; a place of abiding in grace; a vibrational, musical flow–the Sambatyon is the Sabbath Day.
The lost tribes beyond the Sambatyon are lost because they were exiled for their un-holy religious practices and eventually lost the true path to grace and unity. Both spiritually and physically, they are lost to Israel but it doesn’t mean that aren’t millions of descendants alive today; they just don’t know it. Lost!
Nevertheless, God is raising up the tribal families of old and He is gathering His inheritance just as the Prophets foretold. Many Christians and followers of Judeo-Christian doctrine are finding the joy and peace in returning to the Festivals of the Torah and shunning the Roman holidays; the chief holy day being the weely Sabbath/Shabbat on the SEVENTH DAY.
Additionally, they are coming to understand that they ARE a part of the House of Israel and as such, rightful heirs to the promises–both Abrahamic and Mosaic. Many of these who have returned, have taken to themselves Hebrew names; first names and surnames. This was also prophesied to occur.
This subject requires a lot of deep study and meditative prayer but is well worth the effort for a true spiritual seeker of truth. I for one can tell you that I believe I am a descendant of the House of Joseph and I would lay money on a bet that a DNA test would prove me right. One day I may pay to have that done on ancestry.com.
In the meantime I keep myself bolstered spiritually by remembering the promises God gave my forefathers. I have deep and abiding faith that even though it seems the world has gone MAD and no peace is in sight, someday soon that’s all going to change. The earth and humanity shall be redeemed!
Exciting to envision, eh Mark…my brother poet in England. 
Big kiss to you from sunny Florida! You should see my new tan!!!
MUAH!
xoxox
Shoshi
Thank you for the in-depth reply. I see myself as a jack-off-all-trades. I know a little bit about a lot of things but not really a master of anything. In doing so I recalled my little knowledge of Sambatyon.
The House of Joseph eh? Wouldn’t that be thrilling? It may well explain your spirituallity!
I too believe that mankind is in for a rude awakening, and none too soon. Keep the faith!
I will keep the KISS!!
Mark.
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