Burdens Fear Addiction Clutter

Sunday, May 19th, 2012/6:15am EST ~ Winter Park, Florida, USA

I’m just a simple guy, I live from day to day.  A ray of sunshine melts my frown and blows my blues away. 

~Jimmy Page, Robert Plant, and John Bonham, “Out On The Tiles” (Led Zeppelin)

QUESTIONS FOR YOU TO PONDER

  • Do you ever feel like you’re burdened by bills and the clutter of material possessions?
  • Do you think to yourself that you wish your life was simpler?
  • Does fear of the future plague your heart mind?
  • Do you gravitate toward eating, alcohol, partying and drugs to help you cope when you feel over-whelmed and stressed out?
  • Are you caught-up in a rat-race for money, glory and gain but find within yourself that it’s not fulfilling after all?

If you answered YES to my questions and you want to FEEL BETTER, then I have a few tips for you to try; little tricks that I have gleaned from my own path down the wrong roads.

TIPS & TRICKS TO TRY

GET A DUMPSTER!

That’s right, start throwing things away.  This is called “DE-junking therapy” and it works wonders, immediately, to help ease the chatter in your brain.  As Don Aslett explains in his cleaning and clutter control books: Every thing you own, you keep mental track of, and these things, these possessions, they are a burden on your sub-conscience mind whether you realize it or not.  Don goes so far as to say that along with DE-junking your house, you should DE-junk your friends as well.  Get rid of everything and everyone in your life that is bogging you down and making you feel badly.  Wipe your slate clean, leaving only the bare necessities.

If you do this wholeheartedly and without fear, you’ll get to other side quickly; feeling freer and lighter immediately.  A spring will appear in your step as you walk along through life and once you feel lighter and your mind is quieter, you can then move on to releasing yourself from other cares, and beyond that, you can “re-build your life to order”.

TAKE A RETREAT

After suffering for 3.5 years with alcoholism, I finally got sober on a friend’s farm in the Florida Panhandle.  I spent 11 days on their 5 acres of land, from April 27th through May 7th, 2011, away from access to wine, internet, cell phones and television.  It was quiet and peaceful.  I had time to think.  I had time to sleep.  I played with the chickens.  Went fishing in their pond.  Painted a spiritual welcome sign for their gate.  Floated down their stream on an inner-tube.  Picked wild blackberries and made jam.  Gathered wild flowers.  Watched blue birds build nests.  Pulled weeds in the garden.  Went on a day trip to the beach and gathered shells.  Shopped at a second hand store.  Sang songs.  Read the Bible.  Talked with my friends about my alcoholism.  Went to one AA meeting.  Stood up and said I wanted to be SOBER.  Went home on the bus and haven’t had a drop of spirits since. :)

SELL BIG ITEMS/GET OUT OF DEBT

If you are burdened by bills…car payments, mortgages, etc., sell these things as fast as possible (OR, if you’re way over your head: bite-the-bullet, declare bankruptcy, and give the shit back to the BANKSTERS!) and start living within your means.  You know deep down that the term “credit” is just a clever deception, right?  How many people would rush to apply for a “credit card” if the plastic fuckers were called by what they really are?….a DEBT CARD!  What a sham!  We are programmed from childhood by images of the “American Dream”.  We are mind-controlled into believing that our purpose in life is to have a degree, a nice house, fancy furniture, fast cars and hot looking clothes.  WE ARE DELIBERATELY PROGRAMMED BY LIES!  It’s not easy to re-program your mind but it can be done.

If you like the idea of simplicity and freedom in having less but can not bring yourself to follow through and actually do it, I suggest turning off your television and computer and taking a LONG break from the imagery.  However, sometimes, for some people like me who have addictive personalities, it takes a greater measure of fanaticism to reach the light and you may find that you are unable to simply turn off the TV and computer and go without them for days and weeks on end.  If that’s the case, refer to my first TIP and toss the damn things in the dumpster!  Your brain; your peace-of-mind and YOUR LIFE matter more than these oft abused, so-called TOOLS of technology.  They are only MACHINES.  If you can not control your viewing long enough to re-arrange your brain, you must take drastic measures to free yourself.  You can always get another computer later, if you find you really need to use one.  But first things first, as the saying goes.  First get your mind free of the lies so you can think clearly and follow through on your plan and path to the simple life you imagine.

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
Old Mother Nature’s recipes
That brings the bare necessities of life

Wherever I wander, wherever I roam
I couldn’t be fonder of my big home
The bees are buzzin’ in the tree
To make some honey just for me
When you look under the rocks and plants
And take a glance at the fancy ants
Then maybe try a few

The bare necessities of life will come to you
They’ll come to you!

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
That’s why a bear can rest at ease
With just the bare necessities of life

Now when you pick a pawpaw
Or a prickly pear
And you prick a raw paw
Next time beware
Don’t pick the prickly pear by the paw
When you pick a pear
Try to use the claw
But you don’t need to use the claw
When you pick a pear of the big pawpaw
Have I given you a clue ?

The bare necessities of life will come to you
They’ll come to you!

So just try and relax, yeah cool it
Fall apart in my backyard
‘Cause let me tell you something little britches
If you act like that bee acts, uh uh
You’re working too hard

And don’t spend your time lookin’ around
For something you want that can’t be found
When you find out you can live without it
And go along not thinkin’ about it
I’ll tell you something true

The bare necessities of life will come to you

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My Sweet Ass Granny Mobile!

Granny MobileHump Day (Wednesday), May 15th, 2012/3:23pm EST ~ Winter Park, Florida, USA

It’s hot outside and I am sweaty from a bike ride to the shopping center where I patronize a variety of establishments, including “my Starbucks”.  Every time that I am out on my three wheel bike (also known as my “Granny Mobile” Ha ha) strangers approach me with big smiles on their faces, complimenting my “ride” and asking me where I got it.  Who would’ve thought?!  It cracks me up, actually, because I get more attention and more compliments on the thing than I did on my Red Thunderbird convertible (which cost considerably more than the $160.00 US Dollars I spent for the bike, off craigslist)!  Who knows, maybe my Granny ride will afford me the opportunity one day to meet a guy I am attracted to?  The dude in the grocery store today, who came up to me and asked if I was the one with the trike out on the rack, was pretty darn cute.  He was too young for me but what’s funny is that he struck up a conversation right there in the produce aisle by the Haas avocados; telling me that he used to own a tricycle like mine when he was in college in Gainsville.  He said that at the time, everyone made fun of him; he said this with a wistful look on his face….

My Tbird

This WAS my “Mid-Life Crisis” Car. I bought it in May 2007. I gave it back to the BANKSTERS in December 2008. The payment alone, before insurance, gas and upkeep was over $500.00 dollars per month!! It was a beautiful burden and definitely was one of the pressures that contributed to my then beginning abuse of alcohol. Before I bought this slick stick, I had a little, black Honda Civic that my ex-husband Kenny had GIVEN me when he moved to New Zealand in April 2006. It was completely paid for! But I was STUPID AND PROUD and instead of taking the advice of my dance professor who told me NOT to get in over my head and buy a car on payments, I listened instead to my newly acquired ‘fancy friends’ who told me: “You’re not a Civic, Shoshana, you’re a Red, Thunderbird Convertible”. POSH, I tell ya. What a BIG LIE! :(

LET’S WALK

Cities & Western culture
Concentration camps all
Wrong turn humanity took
Look before we fall
I say, look before you fall

Creation fairy am I
Preaching for good of the land
Fluttering, flittering in your ears
It’s time we take a stand
It’s time you take a stand

Stop the pollution! Stop the greed!
Wake up & grab hold of what’s true
Turn back the time & walk old paths
‘Twill bring us life anew
‘Twill bring you life anew

For goodness & for purity
For walking on the soil
Not for mere money my friend
Should we struggle and toil
Oh should you thus struggle & toil

Better things are a waitin’
To sing their songs in your ears
Greens, browns, blues & sunshine
Relieving all our fears
Yes, relieving all your fears

Oh come & tread this path with me
Lighten your burden & walk
“Less is more”—You know the truth
So no more now I talk
No, only now I walk
Yes, only now we walk

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Shoshi’s Bread Shop & Dance Cafe

Shabbat, November 17th, 2012/7am PST~San Diego, CA

This morning while writing a letter to a friend of mine, I had an inspiration and a new idea occurred to me as I wrote. Here’s an excerpt from my letter…

SHOSHI’S BREAD SHOP & DANCE CAFE

My newest plan is to make a short-term return into the domestic service profession, while at the same time returning to school.  In this economy it makes sense to have a cash-generating business; a product or service that most everyone needs and not just wants.  So far people still need help in their homes and as you know, I am very good at homey things.  I make love to a home and create sure magic!

So far I have one weekly house cleaning/cooking/nanny gig and am looking for 2 others.  I want to maintain at least three clients so that in the event that I lose one, I’ll still have an income and can find a replacement client.

Any income I receive from my Matrix Momma Studios internet business will be “extra income” to use for school.  I am launching MMStudios this fall and already have two clients.  MMStudios will give me the opportunity to meet and work with other creatives who need a presence on the net.

Additionally, I have a phone meeting next week with my brother, Chef Bruce B. Piatek II, to discuss my newly re-visited idea to become a pastry chef.  I have no idea what he will say and if he will think I can succeed at that line of work, or not?  If he does think that I can do it and will give me his blessing and later, perhaps, indorse me, then my plan is to get a pastry chef certificate from a community college.

I like very much the idea of feeding people.  Maybe someday I’ll have a pita shop like the one Shabtai and I ate at in Old Yafo, (Jaffa, near Tel Aviv) Israel in December 1996?!  Oh, the aroma of that place! The sheer beauty and alure of all those stacked-up piles of round loaves: old world flat breads, sumptuously spread out in an open-air corner market; patties of delightful varieties….seeded pita, cheesy pita, garlic pita, pita with an egg in the middle, large, Arabic pita with Za’atar seasoning, and the list goes on…

BREAD SHOP!

Breads baked on hot stones over an open fire!

PIZZA!

PITA!

Naan bread

Tortillas

Etc.

Hey, I could specialize in selling flat breads from around the world! Any and every nationality could find a home in Shoshi’s Bread Shop.  I could decorate with all the flags of the nations hanging as banners around the shop!  And at night, I can clear out the bakery floor, move the cafe tables to the periphery of the room, and voila, it’s a dance cafe!  And in the dance cafe we will dance international folk dances from around the world.  Everyone will hold hands in a circle.  On the walls around the Bread Shop Dance Cafe, will hang photos of nature scenes from around the world. :)   I love all people! :)   I’ve had the seed of every nationality in my hands! *wink*

COMMON GROUND: Bread and Dancing!

Now there’s an idea for world peace, eh?! :)

I crack myself up!

XO Shoshana

THIS IS THE BAKERY SHABTAI TOOK ME TO…

Review: The Legendary Abulafia Bakery in Jaffa, Israel (near Tel Aviv)

Sambusac Stuffed with Potato, Mushroom, Cheese and Hardboiled Egg

Here are your directions. (1) Board plane for Tel Aviv (2) Clear immigration and customs (3) Ask taxi driver to take you to Abulafia. You could tell him that it is in Jaffa, but he already knows.

SP’s dad, you mention anything related to the Middle East and his eyes glaze over with desire as he tells you about how you have to make it to Abulafia.

Do you get what I’m trying to say here? This 24-hour streetside bakery has been located at the same corner in Jaffa since 1879. They pretty well have the recipes tweaked out at this point. That turnover, calzone looking item you see above is called a sambusac, and this one was filled with silky smooth mashed potatoes, onions, mushrooms, and cheese. Big deal right? When you order it, they put it on the grill for a minute, then cut it open and add a sliced hardboiled egg. The warm, creamy potatoes, the rich egg and cheese, slightly chewy but tender dough, lots of black pepper. Dang! Suddenly I understand what all the other pastries I’ve ever eaten filled with cold, dry mashed potatoes were referring to.

Just up the street, Abulafia has another location that serves sit down meals and apparently has unbelievable hummus, according to Hillel. I didn’t have room for it today.

If you are doing any more web research about the bakery, be sure and check multiple spellings. Even on their own sign they have both Abuelafia and Abouelafia, and I’ve also seen Aboulafia.

While you are in Jaffa, you can stroll up to beautiful overlooks of Tel Aviv and the Mediterranean, and walk through one of the nicer, cleaner Old City areas I’ve seen, with some high quality, not so touristy art dealers.

Just to whet your appetite further, here’s a picture of Abulafia’s pita with zatar, if you don’t mind looking through the glass.

Pita Bread Covered in Zatar

BELOW IS A POEM I WROTE IN 2003 WHILE MISSING SHABTAI ONE DAY…

Prelude Muse to the poem coming to me:

I was eating lunch and drinking margarita’s at El Torito’s in San Diego; missing Shabtai and dreaming of immigrating to Israel.  Later that same year I wound up abandoning my Zionist dreams after meeting with the emissary from the Israeli Consulate in Los Angeles.  We met in the conference room at my former employer–the United Jewish Federation of San Diego County.  I will never forget that meeting.

He asked me what my skills were and what I would do for work in Israel.  I said that I wanted to plant trees.  He laughed and replied: “Only the Arabs plant trees and they make, if they’re lucky, $300.00 dollars a month.”  The emissary then proceeded to explain how hard it is to survive in Israel and that my best bet would be to find a rich, Israeli husband, or, to just go there and find my way by the seat of my pants!

Just before we ended the meeting and parted ways, I  shook his hand and thanked him. He was so impressed with my firm handshake that he shook my hand a second time!  He said to me: “Ah, you shake hands like a man, not like a woman with a flimsy hand; I like that.”   I chuckled and replied: “Yes, my Momma taught me to always give a firm handshake and look a person in the eye while shaking their hand.”  He grinned.

This poem was originally entitled: “Salsa Anyone”. It is much more inspiring to hear me dramatically recite it with my breathy, lustful voice but my headset-microphone combo took a dump over the summer and I’ve not gotten a new one.  Sorry to those of you who love my voice and voice blogs!

Tasting salsa-

dipping, chipping, sipping

my marguarita…

Ahh, I can’t wait-

to get there

home

H-O-M-E

Yeah, home.

To Israel!

“Israel?” you ask

face screwing up

like I’m crazy

or worse

Yes, say I

I-S-R-A-E-L

My home.

Ancestral

and future.

You must not know her

or her people

‘cuz if you did

you wouldn’t query.

How lusty they are!

Mm-mm good.

Lusty, lovely, lucious!

And dips?

Talk about dips!

Not one

Not two

Mm–So many!

Hummus

Zhoug

Tahina

Babaganoosh

Turkish Salad

Olives, Olives.

Spicey ones

tangy ones

pitted ones

chewy ones

red ones

green ones

with flecks of garlic

with herbs; oregano, corriander

and this is only the beginning….

You’re sitting across the table

from a drippy-eyed, gorgeously

sexy Israeli

Uzi at his side and in his pants

Feeling quite oozy yourself

munching olives

sucking pita

smothered with eggplant salad

intoxicated by garlic

but he doesn’t care

about the garlic, I mean

Oh no!

Just go ahead and

breathe

on him

and he’ll tell you

“I love garlic”

while he strokes your inner thigh

with his warm, olive colored

sun-tanned hand

HEAVY

that’s how the air feels

at your pita, garlic, olive table

in the salty air

of the Mediterranean

of Israel

Spell it out now…

I-S-R-A-E-L

Oh yes!

Now that’s poetry!…..

And suddenly your senses

begin to understand why

all the whole world has fought

over this tiny piece of property

for so damn long

It’s simply

in the air

in their air

Israeli air….

garlic air.

By the way

did you know

garlic is an aphrodisiac?

Salsa?

Forget about it!

In my next post I will finally be sharing the images from my 1996/97  Israel trip with Shabtai Levi. There are over 100 photos in the set and it will take some time to scan, sort and upload.  Have a GREAT weekend, my friends. :)

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My Husband My Lover My Friend

In my perfect little cottage life

I am a happy, healthy, horny wife

I love my husband and he loves me

We’ve given up all idolatry

We laugh in the morning

Make love at noon

Screw like rabbits

How he loves my poon!

We live on the land

And grow our own food

In our sacred haven

We dance in the nude!

He is my soul-mate

My lover

My friend

‘Til death us do part

World without end, amen!

Poetry by Shoshana Rose 2012

This Post Could Save Your Life!

Don’t get caught with your pants down like the North East coast did for Hurricane Sandy!

Hi, my name is Shoshi and I am here to admonish you to be prepared in the eventuality of disaster.  I lived through the San Diego fire storms of 2003 and 2007 and the four hurricanes that ripped through the area I was living in Central Florida in 2004.  All four storms–Charley, Frances, Ivan and Jeanne–had winds that exceeded 100 miles per hour and in the case of Hurricane Ivan, a category 5 storm, the winds peaked at a whopping 165 mph!!

 

My First Hurricane: “Charley”

The good news is that you can be prepared and have a simple yet affective plan in the case of an emergency.  Keeping a level-head when the-shit-hits-the-fan is the #1 most vital part of your plan.  Above all, don’t freak-the-fuck-out!

BREATHE!

Breathe deeply and use your thinking brain to follow a logical protocol in the event of disaster.  It’s not as bad as the fear mongers purport.

NUMBER ONE: After breathing and logical thinking, you need to have a BUG-OUT-BAG packed and ready to go at all times should you need to flee suddenly and with little warning.  Ideally you should have a bug-out-bag packed for each member of your family, including the dogs and horses, if you have them.

LIST OF WHAT TO INCLUDE IN YOUR BUG-OUT-BAG

http://zombease.com/guides/bug-out-bag-bob/

Attitude is everything when it comes to survival.  See yourself as capable, level-headed and as prepared as a Boy Scout.  The Scouting Program has gotten a bad rap recently for their stand against gay leadership but the fact is SCOUTING SKILLS CAN SAVE YOUR LIFE!

BRUSH UP BOYS!

Brush-up on your knots, camp-fires, outdoor cooking, hiking, camping, water purification, knife skills and fishing, etc.  Hey, you’ve been busy-busy with your urban life and could use the outdoor time anyway! :) It’ll make you feel good to get dirty.  It will make you feel WONDERFUL to eat food cooked on an open fire!

Also see my post: FRESH BREADS FOR HOME HEARTH AND TRAILS

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